The truth LJ is, even if you want us to think you aren't 'bothered', and that you've have 'moved on', is that you are still 'bothered' and you haven't 'moved on'.
I'd say it's time for you to deal with it.... bitterness is not an attractive human trait and letting it eat away as you're allowing it to do, just means you'll end up even more twisted than you are already. Pleased take this as some friendly advice - after all you know I care about your wellbeing...
Also understand there is a difference between a rumour and some ill concealed s
t stirring such as you're trying to engage in.
Do you really think you're fooling anyone?