I pity you young man.
Hopefully you have learnt a lesson as you say otherwise I imagine your time in aviation let alone in QF (god help us) will be short lived.
Should you make it into QF mainline I will no doubt spot you a mile away when on the flight deck pre departure. You'll be the dill NO ONE bothers to communicate with, not withstanding CRM protocols!
Father would undoubtedly disapprove of your stupidity after spending so much money on you.
Visit the room of mirrors!!!
