Deer Riccardo,
I can to think that Mr.Dog is right in this posting. When I first coming to the South Africas, I was to try also to hard. Finaly I make it and get job with airline. Peoples in the airline make me like dogstyle. i having to fight very hard. The peoples making fun of me of my englis and try to dogstyle with me to boss. I prove my self very hard in the flying. Ok, like said, my tong not english, but my hands of pilot, not of dog. I can to see you making it, but you can to have to tae Mr.Dog advis. You have to make diference aproach to aply for job, you can to suceed this manner.
I hoping you the best for you!