If anyone told you there were 'jobs for all' after you qualify, then they were lying to you. I'd be very interested to hear where you trained. PM the name if you like. I always tell people the truth. I've been there (and am still there) struggling to build hours to my first 1000. I'm not far off now and having spent over 72k on training and ratings etc, I realise this, for me, has been more of a hobby than anything else. Until I can give up my present job and fly full time, I suppose i'll be disillusioned! I won't give up the dream though.
Good luck in the job hunt.