With my mind fixed on becoming a pilot since a young age and then being in the position I'm in now, forcing myself for a career change, it's not that easy, especially when reading negative posts, and I know it's not a bed of roses.
There are many reasons why I decided to go for this job instead of a job on the ground, or in an office, as they're not what I want to do.
Life isn't always as simple as one wants, and you have to make changes, as I'm finding out now.