Skidkicker, you're posting on a forum that is read by thousands of people around the world, and almost certainly is read by the person who will make the decision on whether to hire you. As Genghis pointed out, anonymity isn't what it once was, and if you give the impression of not paying attention, as you do here, your chances of being hired are somewhere between slim and none. This is not like being on instant messenger, talking just to your mates and using shortcuts. Here you're presenting yourself to the world and to prospective employers, whether you know it or not, and whether you intend to or not. Flying, and especially flying helicopters, demands attention to all the details, all the time, and if you can't handle that, then you won't make a good employee. Deal with it.