superman 32
You did say you gave 10 years of your life to it and airline jobs suck.
Where did you say that you were currently out of work.
With that attitude, maybe it's better your not on a flight deck with someone. You would certainly would make a sane person want to walk into a moving prop.
I bet the nights just fly by with you.
Try putting something on pprune that might give some positive advice to others.