"My commitment is to myself not to the RAF or any one else"
As has already been mentioned in this forum, the word is commitment. Although not a Light Blue man I have instructed in the Dark Blue for 20% of my 2500 hours and am quite happy to tell you young fuzzmaster that commitment in a succesful military aviator is to not only himslef but his coursemates, his instructors and also the Service within which he serves.
You sound like a spoilt youngster, typical of your generation, whom have no dedication and very short attention spans, the RAF would appear to be well rid of your precious self, still it reminds of a little joke,
"Whats the difference between a Sea Harrier FRS 2 and it's pilot?
"The FRS 2 stops whining when it's shut down!"i