With reference to comments made by Sammyhostie. I agree that it was a very good post but I think your comments about giving up are a bit off mark.
Some of us have had to sacrifice an awful lot to be in the position to be able to actually apply for jobs. Yes I have had many rejection letters and yes I have a lot of money to pay back for my flying training but after all this things are looking up for me. If everyone went into their flying training thinking I dont want to get a load of rejection letters then there would be no pilots.
My reality check is sh1t ive got loads of debts and rejection letters but im in too deep now!