I really don't understand you crab, there are so many contradictions. You've been at the peak of your profession, through every selection mechanism known to man, you respect entrepreneurship, and you've experienced the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune. Yet something about this venture has got under your skin. I suspect it's something to do with money giving access to your world, which you believe should be restricted. I may be completely wrong, but I think it would help you to explore why this triggers you.