hey sweetie hang in there.... i found flying with a small regional airline very tiring for the first few months.. always coming home with a head ache, but my body soon became use to it and once i worked out all the tech crews personalities i had a bloody ball for five years.. i only ended up leaving due to a move to the country... give yourself some time and i think you will find it ok in the end. hey what job do you get paid to go on overnighters and drink grog, and spend free time shopping in MEL etc etc??? if you still don't like it in 3-6 months pack it in honey and look else where. maybe a ground job??? CSO??? good luck