Best of luck
Minimise your financial expenditure as much as possible until you've got the class 1 situation clarified
If you need medical help to maintain your health then i strongly suggest that you take it - even if that sacrifices your goal of flying commercially.
I'm sure you can see how a situation where you feel you want help but are afraid to ask for it could rapidly add to your stress and anxiety levels and snowball into an undesirable place.
Commercial aviation can be a brutal environment particularly for those joining later in life when everything is just that wee bit harder work.
Either way - all the best and make sure you look after yourself!
OH