Staff number lower than 30k, 9000 hours in the company on 3 different airplanes with one go-around in 2012 and 0 letters,0 office calls, 0 alternates, 0 safety office visits. Must really look ugly or must really have pissed off some spineless office bitch without the courage to tell me. Informal black lists are SSOO QR style! Enjoy guys, sorry for you all.