For chopjock: Fatigue life.
Please go to your local public library and borrow a few college level text books that cover that principle. Spend some time studying them.
Then, with the pump primed, please visit with a professor who is teaching aerodynamics, and with accompaniment of tea or pints, your choice, discuss what you think you have learned.
When SND and others suggest to you that they don't want to be caught dead flying with you, that is easily understood that nobody should fly with you as being dead is a likely result ... based on the level of understanding that you display.
Suggestion: Improve understanding, decrease likelihood of being the next smoking hole. Please.
Fly safe.