Muttus,
You are not the only person on this earth to have passed his CPL and ATPL theory first time or his IR. Neither are you the first person to be searching for that elusive first job for more than two weeks. When it does come you will be more appreciative of it. Having been flying for 10 years before I got the sniff of my first commercial job and spent another three years before I had my ATPL issued I think I know what I'm talking about. I see you have your ATPL issued already!
