Sorry, haven't read the thread entirely, apologize if already said,

Brutale: You either train, either stop. Don't think over a long period of time while training.
You need to focus, and to abandon something in the middle is not the best thing to do.

You made your decision right, you have started already? So you either log out from pprune, go back study your books and get ready for the next flight, either cancel everything.
Secong thoughts during training is not the way to go.
Decision process was supposed to take place before training, and I am quite sure you already went through.

I am a former experienced instructor, and I know the importance of motivation during training, having secong thoughts is the perfect way to lose your money.

Cheers.

KAG, you are 100% right. But unfortunately things have changed and that is a reason for second thoughts.
FTO told me that they are JAA approved and they changed their "mind" in middle of my training saying that they are not. I came to ME with intentions to get a licence and run back to Europe. As every normal person would do.

I wouldnt accept offer like this if it was made before I came here and before I managed to get money for training. Now I feel bad about wasting this opportunity and I cant stop asking myself is it really an opportunity.

Something inside me wants to learn how to fly even every fact is against it.

Alright I see.

ME is definitely not a very nice place to live (even worse if you are a female I guess), but this is definitely one of the best place when it comes to find a pilot job.
If you cannot find a F/O position after your training in some local booming airlines, not sure you will be able in Europe. Don't forget to make some contacts during your training. Learn some arabic, it cannot hurt.

No brainer, really.

I just read this thread a bit more and understand you got your training for free? Focus on your training Brutale, get out of this website and study, that's an order! ;)