A (f)ATPL has been your goal for many years. You are now getting close. Having been through an awful lot to get to this point, and I commend you.
But as you will find out. It doesn’t end there. In fact it never ends.
There is a constant battle to gain knowledge and proficiency, even if you are lucky enough to find stable employment.
I have a co-pilot for the next two months who is on his sixth airline The previous five all went bust.
That’s like five divorces, bankruptcies, or cancer positives. It’s a very hard career to be successful at, and is based more on luck and timing more than anything.