Aevu,
I remember a broadly similar post was made a good few years ago.
You are in a decent position now to know what the next few years will look like, and to know whether they are worth it for you. These are the best years of your life & whichever path you choose you may regret it.
It would be good if you got your private messaging functionality up & running - you might get further insights & advice. You’re a Pprune probationer & (correct me if I’m wrong but) a few more posts should unlock the PM functionality.
Best wishes.