It isn't a teenage phase, trust me. I know you have heard this from many people, I've been doing everything since a kid to make "the dream" possible, many people wouldn't even go get help I reckon. I have flown GA aircraft many times and even got the privilege to travel on a jumpseat of an airliner and it felt so natural for me.
So it's not a teenage phase, I am just "trapped inside my head." I feel a lot better than I felt a few months ago, nowadays I can raise my hand in class and even solve a math problem on the whiteboard in front of the class. I just was wondering if it is better to wait a bit and when I feel "more secure", I'll apply for the medical.