Downwind to roll
Whirly Bird already answered your questions. The helo industry is one of the toughest side of Aviation to be in. Be prepared to be poor for a long time, and experience some testing time in your life, including relationships. Yes some of us did succeed, and do enjoy it now, but it comes at a price.
It is a lot easier and enjoyable to fly privately, when and how you feel like it. You gave me the impression to have a very good non flying job, so stick to it. It will save you a lot of trouble in the long run.
Yes I am employed, albeit took 5 years and almost spent the equivalent of 80,000 UK pounds to get there, and a lot of moving around.
