I'm not sure what you mean with that question.
An AME is an FAA approved medical doctor that can issues flight medicals.
All the info they collect goes into your file at the FAA.
I'm going to be harsh here.
A lot of people "dream" of a lot of things. I'll never be a concert pianist or an Olympian. Your life is somewhat predetermined by background, education and afflictions, ailments or events.
Just simply because of a stupid little accident your life can take a different course.
Consider applying for a medical to fly recreationally and start working on Plan B for your life.
Simply put, you could be a big liability for an AME or a potential future employer should something occur during flight.