momo95, firstly good luck to you, ignore all the vitriol from the crusty old b$stards. Once upon a time, they were just like you trying to get a career going flying airplanes and doing whatever needed to be done to achieve that. The world and aviation has changed dramatically in the lat 25 years, it's is not a nicer place. Standards have dropped in both flying skills and management attitudes to meet the new commercial norms. Don't ignore what is written on these forums, they provide some very good information about the domain we work in now a days. I hope you navigate your chosen career with luck and good choices, not that easy to do any longer.