Thanks for your responses. However, not only have I lost the desire to fly I've also lost the desire to live. I'm away to top myself.
And no, I've never sat at the airport for hours just watching planes! Even pilots think those guys are sad b*stards!
And I would have joined the University Air Squadons if it were not for my Al Queida connections and Afghan passport.
Just kidding. Thanks for your help!
