I'm almost agree with everything above my post. I have never complained about buying newspapers, ice cubes, coffee, catering, update jeppesens and so on...
At the beginning the bizjet world was my dream cause it is various (but if you fly for the same owner the destinations are less than 10 probably so airline is better).
I sent the first resume after 4 months in my first company, and I dreamt to join that company for more than 3/4 years...
Maybe the problem is sitted in the back and watches you all the time......