This , what precedes this post of mine, makes it for very interesting reading. I got deeply involved with the Germanwings air-crash. I could not believe it was a suicide mission. I strenuously tried to demonstrate the opposite, with all I had. I still find hard to digest the bold truth. On my end, off topic, I lost all of my licenses because I had an alcohol problem. There was a spy and I was caught. I spent time. I deserved it, I admit. But I always brought them all safe at home , passengers and crew. This would *really* be a matter of suicide if I had not. Others can, but my conscience does not forgive me (feel free to trash this thought of mine). Best, Aurora