RG56
A suggestion. Don't cheek your elders. 99% of the posters on this forum have been there and done that. They've got experience.
The advice they give is well intentioned and deserves thought. Just have a look at your original post. Ask yourself, does it make good English? Does it puncuate well? Does it put you in a good light?
OK, it's the Internet, but it's the Royal Air Force you want to join and the Royal Air Force isn't the Internet.
Hope you make your mind up soon and do well. Don't cheek your elders (until you make rank).
Rgds