Thank you for the replies.
Just to answer some of your questions.
First one is no I am not a troll, I am being dead serious here.
Secondly I am 29 years old , I am not far from 30.
I have been on a trail flight and yes I throughly enjoyed it.
The reason I am asking is because as you know , this is a massive decision financially. At the moment I am stuck in a dead end job as well with little prospects. I am fully aware that flying is very hard work, and it's very competitive along with the fact you spend your time away from friends and family for long periods. A part of me does want to have a career , and I did like my trail lesson.