Garlictastes,
Congrats on passing the assessment, disregard furbpilot's post, just make sure you join the RPG. The reality of your situation is that you will be very well trained and get excellent flying experience fast. Without a doubt it is a nasty company to work for but you will be very employable after a couple of years in Ryanair and you can leave for somewhere better like most people do. Keep that in mind and enjoy the flying.