Just keep doing what you are doing. Eventually everyone here will get to send condolences to the family and speculate why such a good pilot bored a smoking hole in the ground.
Other wise give it up and go find something else to do. I've been flying for a living for 28 years, held a license for 36 years and every time I fly I learn something. Try instructing, you'll learn a lot and students doing their best to kill you will keep the adrenaline rush going.
SND