Don't ever be afraid to slow down and ask the GMC ATCO for help folks.
It always amazed me, on the cockpit trips I did, (after sitting 9 floors up in the tower for many years), how different it all looks at night, in the rain, at pilot eye-level, especially taxying towards the terminal buildings. It seemed to become a 2 dimensional mass of lights. This is a classic example of lots of little cheese-holes lining-up.
Safe taxying y'all.