thanks MitchStick
you`re right, but with only a part time line service job at the school doesn`t help me enough.... it would only pay my rent.
I think I will look for a job in Europe. I will try to get a loan in the future to finish my training.... I will lose a lot of time but nobody hires you with no experience and only with a resume online...
I will try to find a ground position with an occasional job as an aerial observer with another pilot if this job does exists
I speak 3 languages...maybe someone needs an interpreter?
Thanks again for the advice guys.