Thanks for your answers, with a few thousand hours instructing and not got a job and it's not throughout lack of trying I can tell you, a lot of my industry friends / fellow instructors took the plunge brought TR and hours and now all of them fly for good carriers and getting paid.
I have spent many years thinking don't pay , but in reality and if I look around the people who just got on with it , forgot about the moral side of it now have paid jet jobs. Sometimes if you can't beat them join them ??