Allow me to go back to the opening phrase
Why is landing the bloody plane so hard
It seems to me that the o/p's real issue is in considering the plane bloody. Obviously she/he hasn't come to terms with the plane, yet. Nothing wrong, there, as pointed out many times.
But really, the plane isn't bloody. Or, if it really is, only a fool would persevere in training in it - a student pilot with any bit of common sense would move on to a training environment with less bloody planes.