John, this place is for professional pilots. You appear misplaced. A thumping unsecured loan , er, how did you achieve that ? Pension pot growing by 50k a year, er, how do you achieve that ? You must either have a huge amount invested at today's low interest rates in low attitude to risk preferences or small to medium capital in high risk preference. Gosh, and saving 50k a year out of salary, er , how are you achieving that ? Your attitude to those professionals who really do love airline flying is astonishing but then, with only half a brain, it is equally astonishing that they are still passing mandatory medicals. Mate, head off to your new profession. You got into this top class profession by paying for it yourself and not being subjected to any form of proper selection. It really shows.