Hmm money is the factor then I guess and probably what put me off last time.
If that is what is putting you off then I would say you do not have the desire needed - that was my situation many years ago and it was a case of finding a way - I ended up working thirteen hour days five days a week and 8 hours Sat/Sunday, the biggest problem then was finding time to go flying! Many i fly with in the airlines started with very little and found ways round the money side of things.