Zola,
Are you going out of your way to avoid capital letters, to mis-punctuate and to spell atrociously or is that the best you can do?
As one who spends a large part of his working life strapping you and your like into Grob 115 e`s, I suggest you don`t worry about what the Regulars think of you. The majority have been in your position. Whatever you do though, listen to what you are told and do EXACTLY what you are told. If you don`t understand, ask for clarification. Finally, when someone speaks to you and a reply is called for, please speak clearly, in English, using real words in a joined up fashion. The only single words acceptable as answers are `yes` and `no`and they both go down better if followed by `Sir`, even if the person you are talking to does not deseve the title. Phnumph, ug and nnnng are not acceptable words.
Finally, enjoy your youth. You only get one shot at it.
Mike W