Thanks for the reply confused atco. About any ANSP admitting this thats not true as I have it personally in my mail inbox and I even think I remember once I also read it on this forum.
You guess correctly I'm spanish citizen and I paid my own training. The reasons were cause some false promises were done, no "sponsor selection from ANSPs opened" in that moment, and If those promises were done and also allowed me to keep with my degree in the meantime, it was "perfect".
But once completed promises were not kept, but thats another topic was just to clarify it.
Anyway, after that I told to myself ok there is no chance lets try to get into an sponsor course, but the reply of many ANSPs was that they couldn't train or even call me testing cause I already had civil training. (Yes they really told me that).- despite stating that I actually passed feast (etc...).
So the only chance is to can get into an airfield.