JS, a question in a courteous fashion... is there any chance you work for one of the lower echelon operators with huge fleets who employ a huge percentage of new hires directly from one of the "big ftos" highly in debt and immediately on the back foot operating brand spanking new jets to the the nth degree of "uber SOP" flying? Not stating you in any of this but your company direction...
You seem to have a chip on your shoulder for some reason, if my guess is anywhere near correct take a minute to try to work out why your workplace ended up as it did. And why the career didnt end up as you had hoped
I could be mistaken but from your post it doesnt seem you enjoy it much. Please accept it isnt like that at all airlines - well not "yet" anyway