Flock,
Many many congratulations!
And thank you for writing so honestly about your feelings and lack of confidence during the course. Many of us felt - and still feel - like that, and I for one often had the impression that other people sailed through with no worries or difficulties at all. Well, some may do, but I now know that more don't talk about it because...no-one else does!!! Thanks for breaking the stiff upper lip super-pilot from the beginning mold, and keep talking; it could help a lot of people.