Let me say I´m sincerely touched by the overwhelming show of support from the community here, for someone that seemed pretty new to the forum (which I´m not) That alone made me feel somewhat better.
I have made contact (two way
) with Fleet and the Employee Assistance Program. To solve the immediate problem I used my two self certifiable days until I get further guidance from these two functions.
I also thank for the advice via PM on how to hide money from my ex and other divorce stories. That made me giggle for the first time in a long time.