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In the past one of our fellow aviators had very much the same issue. He went to his fleet manager and told them of his situation. He was directed to the appropriate department. He didn't fly for over a month. He didn't get given a hard time nor was it difficult to return to the line.
I've been through the same issue before EK. I continued to fly however in hind sight having to ask the other pilot to watch over you as your "head wasn't in the right place" wasn't the smartest thing I've ever done.
I feel for you. It's a nightmare. Time is the only healer. However between the employee assistance & the medical centre you'll be looked after. Just make sure you see the right doctor (not MK or especially not NA).
Hope you see the light at the end of the tunnel soon