@OKC
To answer your question.. I would honestly not be in trouble, financially, as my father understand the risk and thinks the same.
Otherwise, I would ofcourse be ashamed to tell people about the loss of 33K for a useless TR, as this also spoils my chances to get into Ryanair. And I'd love to fly for RYR....
And with the lost money in the bad case scenario( 33Kusd+ costs involved getting there, hotels...) I could go to university and get an FI rating you know...