Chucking it in?
Yeah i did that back before Xmas last year. After 45 years of trying to make a living, and nearly 15,000 hrs of flight time, I had found that the fire had gone out. So I gave up hope of ever making my fortune.
Now in a new job, I am working on my second million dollars.
Given up on ever making the first million, so I am going straight for the second.