First flight in a tiny aircraft: scary and fun
First solo: scary and fun
First solo away from airport: scary and fun
First solo away landing: scary and fun
Everything else: fun
Everything new is scary, just don't forget to keep enjoying, even if the workload seems too high at moments.
And I also had my fair amount of squeezing the yoke. It's a measure of stress levels
being relaxed not only helps you enjoy it more, it also makes you learn faster.
But it all really comes down to: practice practice practice