He mean't what he said that he does 92 hours a month out of passion and desire to fly a/c's and that he is not complaining. My understanding is that he is completely absorbed by this primary duty and is in oneness with it and doesn't think about time of how many hours he did last month or next month but the present (in the now). And this from a tried and tested source - been there seen all sort of man, harry.
He leaves good advice for fatigue to fleet!
Venting your frustration here will only expose you - who washes their dirty linen in public?
So, come in if you want and serve your time honorably and command will come naturally.