just to address some issues and maybe people will understand where I am coming from
I shot the raw footage, I didn't create the final video, it isn't mine to remove or whatever.
I did give permission for my footage to be used in the youtube video initially.
The one person who wasn't asked or gave consent was the instructor.
Now do you see why I am embarrassed/ashamed/feel guilty/would rather the video died?
Not a good example of decision making on my part