As I alluded to in my 1st post Mr Aames - its just a phase you are going through like many of us've already done. In a year or 2 you will be past it and soldier on as usual without giving it a second thought.
"Job menopause" I called it and an apt description IMO although "midlife crisis" would not be far off the mark neither. Read what the blokes have writ above on Medivac....they aren't pulling your leg.