Go to the bank. Withdraw 1 months salary in cash. Take it home, and stare at it until your dilemma goes away.
Ha! I love that post Purple Pilot. I might take your advice and do that.
There are times in this career when it can be tiring, when you miss family and friends, when your alarm goes off at 4:30am AGAIN, when you feel you are shuffling from airport to plane to hotel to airport to plane. It can grind you down.
I had a proper 'office job' in a previous life and I wouldn't swap to go back to that life in a million years.