Don't worry... wasn't expecting any particular answer from you collectively. As i said, i just wanted to hear other people's experiences. I am being very realistic trust me, as I have been doing everything in my power to see what I can do (if anything) to potentially make this dream a reality.
So please don't misunderstand me, in no way am i trying to make myself believe that this seemingly impossible venture is a simple journey, in fact, quite the contrary. However, I am a very strong believer in "where there's a will there's a way". So I thought other people's constructive insight might be of beneficial aid to me. Thanks for your reply.