Alive, I'm not going to say what everyone else would tell you about paying a #$%&load of money for a fantasy of yours that's not ever going to happen.
Don't be lazy man, do some research at least if you're so intrested about flying, I'm sick and tired of reading on this forum about people paying for 500hrs LT and hoping for a job with EY or ETD. Are you for real? Even had a look on their min requirements?
It's just not the way dude! If I had that kind of money I would consider opening up a business. Couse yes, it's not that fun to fly in the middle east and have other
as bosses. Trust me on this one!
Off that chair and put some muscle in it!